HAPPY JULY— WE’RE MORE THAN HALF WAY THROUGH 2019.
First, I would like to apologize for not being present with blogging lately. The transition has been REAL. Some days I don’t feel as motivated since I moved back to NW Indiana. I feel like should’ve pushed myself a little more. It seems like my drive is fading away. Let me explain, when I lived out of state I had to make sh*t happen. I was proud to have my own & not have to depend or justify myself to anyone. I’m going to keep it real I didn’t have much. My apartment wasn’t decked out with furniture. It wasn’t in the best area either. But God KEPT me. 🙏🏽 Sometimes I spent late nights at the a laundromat, just to wash my uniforms. It was a struggle but blogging was my outlet . I’m finding it hard now to put out blogs consistently …
I’m not giving the devil the satisfaction. I rebuke depression & failure.. I’m constantly praying every day for strength to keep going. I’m just grateful for the experience. I’m not the same person anymore. I do what’s best for ME. Most importantly, I don’t have pity parties anymore. That’s growth… 🌱 When your environment is uncomfortable, it’s so easy to focus on the negative things. Just Keep moving forward! ♥️
It’s not the end of the world. Whatever your going through, just remember it’s not as bad as you think. God can move mountains! TRUST & BELIEVE. #ihearyou💕 — Lauren Denise